my witching hour is right around 8:30 every night. that's when my night chores come out to greet me. dinner is over, the boys are in bed and we're alone.
tonight i didn't even give them a chance to rear their ugly heads. dinner was early, pj got dish duty, i ironed eric's shirt before i let my body sink deep into the couch. i even baked. bread and chippers. i know, i got the fever.
here's the proof in case you doubt. but come on, just believe me.
: :
work is really slow right now, so all of a sudden i went from 3 years of nonstop rushing and racing and juggling schedules to hours and hours of spare time.
i'm trying to enjoy it.
doesn't it seem wonderful? it should. i need to
shut.
up.
and enjoy it while it exists. because it'll be gone soon, right? one of my flaws is my lack of focus and drive when i have too much time.
give me 2 hours of free time a day and 10 things to do and i'll get 12 done. no problem. but give me 12 hours? i'll find 10 reasons why i should do these other mundane things.
anyway, because i was feeling down today about not working and stressing about finances as a result, i decided i needed to fill my head with more motivating thoughts.
: : just because i'm not getting paid to design, does not mean i shouldn't do it on my own, for fun.
: : i spent the day with my sister, got an email from my dad, phone calls from both my brothers and had a sit down dinner with eric and pj. charlie sheen would definitely agree that today i was #winning.
: : the sun was out all day today.
: : the sun is out all day almost every single day.
: :i have a blessed life. one many would envy. i need to remember to act like it. i'm going to go fall asleep to some louise c.k. goodnight!
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