{ be better }

woke up in a funk today.  had every intention of being productive and not wasting the day away watching tv.  

i failed.

i got a few odds and ends done, but i just couldn't drag my butt off the couch.  eric told me it was ok that i did so little, but it sure doesn't feel ok.  i just feel like i'm in limbo.  graduating did bring relief and excitement, but also a strange ball of anxiety that i was not expecting.  i suddenly have all this time to do the things i've been longing to, but now it seems i need to learn how to turn this time into productivity.  maybe the internets will teach me.  they're so smart, those internets.

so, i'm putting today to bed and hoping to make more of tomorrow.  

"Hatred paralyzes life; love releases it.  Hatred confuses life; love harmonizes it.  Hatred darkens life; love illuminates it."   --Martin Luther King Jr.